Didn’t update this blog for more than a month.

How I spent my May :

Been working extremely hard. Busy does not equal to productivity. So much things are not up to my control.

Bringing parents for medical checkups.

Usually eat alone with low expectations of food. But happy that do have gatherings with old friends, new colleagues and family members.

Still playing Pokémon. Been going many places just to spin new pokestops just for the extra points. Been catching and raiding to catch shinies with no success. Been watching concerts. Been overseas for holidays and staycation with family. Walk too much for this game.

Binged watch 愛。回家.

Read a few books, including Invoices which is about invoice for emotions.

Played in the pools although I can’t swim.

Cycled for two hours. Tiring but happy.






Chaos Theory

Probably the first time I read about chaos theory was from Michael Crichton’s novel. I was very impressed then because no matter how the butterfly flaps it’s wings, life still go on and it doesn’t affect me.

WRONG. I try to ignore everything about the current USA president and all the international turmoil that he brings. I am selfish, I just don’t care over things that is beyond my control. I am not American and I didn’t choose that 人渣 to be president.

However, whenever that rascal points his finger over whichever country that he is mad at the moment, the whole world has to follow where his tiny finger points. Because of him, we have more form to ask customers to declare that they have no dealing with certain countries which offended that tiny small man.

I am getting more and more turn off by USA style of democracy. Go around telling other countries about human right, but yet allow anybody to buy a gun, a weapon designs to kill. And we have to be emphatic of mental health problem whenever white boys went around mass killing. In the meantime, three black men were handcuffed because they did not order anything in Starbucks.

I am neither rightist, leftist, conservative, liberal and those branding. I am just an individual who is sick that a tiny man in a superpower affecting my working life so much.

My rant after sick from overwork from too many deadlines because of international events.

Social justice warrior and grammar nazi, you are not welcome.

Alone but not lonely

Often alone, but seldom lonely.

I am loneliest when I am in a crowd.


Got three Mewtwo, ✌️.

Started taking Recogen, and legs seemed to get slightly better.

Enjoying greenery again after I couldn’t jog or walk long distance. Taking buses all over town for Pokémon raid or just escaping from the MRT when I don’t have to commute to work.

Read a few books on calming down.

Every morning, I took a few deep breaths at the fitness corner near my house, before i face the real world.












After my last post

I cleaned my bedroom.

Sort my mails.

Bought groceries.

Cut my nails.

Cleaned my shoes.

Walked around my neighbourhood.

Now I am exhausted. My legs are hurting again. Missed those days when my legs are healthy.